IM Doc pt 30
Jan. 6th, 2022 01:29 pmIM Doc
IM Doc: Naked Capitalism – Fierce and Independent Thinking in the Age of Covid
By IM Doc, an internal medicine doctor practicing in flyover
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I have followed this site religiously and daily for more than a decade. I never commented because I am not an expert on much of anything but Internal Medicine, Medical History & Ethics, and Classical History & Languages. CalPERS shenanigans and corporate malfeasance are just not in my wheelhouse. But all through those years, I read the Links and Water Coolers religiously and also the comments.
And what an amazing and rare site this is. Rational discourse between rational actors with respect and admiration for one another. And a fundamental decency when it comes to arguments. I heard Joe Rogan on podcast the other day describe Social Media perfectly. I can attest that he hit it right out of the park – “Twitter and Facebook are nothing more than a mental hospital with the inmates spending all day throwing shit at each other.” Exactly correct. The amount of work to moderate this kind of site and make sure it remains valuable I know is overwhelming and I cannot give Yves and Lambert and Jerri-Lynn and all the others too many kudos for their hard work. So don’t forget to help out via the Tip Jar.
As you can only imagine, the past two years have been incredibly difficult for myself and every health care worker in America. What really bothered me early on was the complete lack of rational discourse and truth-telling that was happening in our media. But I saw both here – and found a place where I could read links and comments and be forced to ponder – often in a manner that was just simply not happening in the medical world. And it just so happened that I am indeed a trained professional in this area and before long I started commenting.
I am not a journalist. Nor an investigative reporter. I am a physician who has done everything I can to strive to do the very best job I could for my patients during this nightmare. I also do everything in my power to be a truth-teller. It is the way I was raised. And what I was seeing on the ground in real life in my world and what was being reported in the news were often completely divergent. More concerning to me was the media and its incessant bathing in histrionics and panic porn. I could see the results of this in the psyche of my patients and felt compelled to do something, anything, about it.
The foundational figure in Internal Medicine is a physician of the early 20th Century by the name of Sir William Osler. One of his seminal works is a piece extolling what he thought was the most important characteristic of any physician – AEQUANIMITAS – which is Equanimity. The ability to stay on an even keel through even the most dire of situations. To be the Rock of Gibraltar for your patients when their world was falling apart. I have spent my life pounding that cardinal concept into the brains of hundreds of students over the years. And what I saw on TV from the likes of all the talking head doctors and our federal health officials was the absolute exact polar opposite.
Sir William Osler. The founder of Internal Medicine. The man who singlehandedly put Johns Hopkins Medicine on the map. One of my foundational heroes in life. I have spent much time the past 18 months on very dark days filling my mind with his exploits, his writing, and what his peers had to say about him. One of the most poignant statements I have found was written by Harvey Cushing MD, the founder of Neurosurgery as a profession in this country. Upon hearing of Sir William’s death, Harvey Cushing wrote the following, paraphrased from the Book of Isaiah -which later became part of Cushing’s masterpiece – Consecatio Medici. I quote:
And that man shall be as a hiding place from the wind, and a covert from the tempest; as rivers of water in a dry place, as the shadow of a rock in a weary land.
That is how Dr. Cushing felt about his mentor Sir William Osler. It also encapsulates how I feel about my mentors of Medicine and how I know they would have responded to this COVID crisis. Nobel Laureates, textbook writers, seminal medical figures of the 20th Century they were – and somehow I know in my heart that they would have been very disappointed in where we are today in Medicine.
A brief story about my very first day of internship all those years ago. My first attending was an Infectious Disease doctor. And my team had just admitted 19 patients the night before. We were slammed. The resident had to go to Morning Report – and the attending looked at me and said “IM Doc will take us to the easy patients first.” And so off we went. In those days, the intern, who had been up all night, stood at the head of the bed with the attending on his immediate left. No notes allowed. The full presentation came from memory. This first patient was a middle aged VietNam veteran with chest pain. I presented the patient in complete detail. The Infectious Disease attending looked at me – “IM Doc, please tell me how the diagnosis of meliodosis would fit in this patient.” “Ummm Sir – I never considered meliodosis in this patient. I am not really sure what that is.” And he looked at the patient and announced – “I sincerely apologize for the complete incompetence from this intern today. Believe me, we will get this straightened out – and he and I will be back later today.”
My very first patient as an intern. I just wanted to go back to the farm. But this attending did not give up. He taught me to be tough under pressure. To be confident and most importantly to tell the truth and admit what you do and do not know. It was intense. It was a trial by fire and it was a frat hazing. But treatment from him and similar treatment all year round during that year made me who I am today. And he and I became fast friends all the rest of the days of his life. He was a mentor in every way to me.
We do not expose medical students to that kind of intensity today. Not even close. Anyone doing that would instantly be branded an evildoer and ridden out of town. But that is the way it has been done for generations – and I fear something has been lost.
And I see the results of this every day in my life now. We were just a generation ago taught to be fierce and independent thinkers. To question everything. To realize that answers were a quest and authority was often the wrong place to look for help. We took the scientific method and applied it to each and every patient decision. We were taught to be comprehensive and unyielding in our advocacy for our patients and their very best outcome. We were taught that our patients were to be treated always with the utmost in care and ethical behavior.
Somehow, my profession has lost its way. We have handed over our autonomy to corporations and hedge funds. We have completely fragmented the care our patients receive. There is often no one “in charge”. We acquiesce like sheep to all kinds of suggestions from our betters no matter how imbecile they are. Doctors come and go from practices as if staying longer than two years was a mortal sin. The vast majority of us are now employees and are completely powerless to effect change no matter how important.
Many are now talking about moral injury among Health Care Workers, and this could not be more true. I hear constantly, and I mean constantly, my colleagues all around the country decrying how this whole COVID situation has gone down. But yet they are up to their eyeballs in debt – either from school loans or their million dollar homes – and can simply not afford to question or make waves. I am absolutely certain a reckoning for my profession is on the way, and it cannot came soon enough.
I however do not feel all that trapped. Because of sites and sources like Naked Capitalism, I long ago realized that personal debt was one of the big sins of the American way. I long ago realized that our current neoliberal and corporate culture was almost in every way driven by motives that were the exact antithesis to ethical behavior. And I planned my life accordingly.
I am in a position where I can speak out, even anonymously, and I have felt morally obligated to do so. I have felt the absolute compulsion to speak for those in medicine like my mentors who have already gone on. And I will be eternally grateful for Yves and Lambert for allowing me to speak freely. There were times this year I was reporting to them things that were completely in a different universe than what the CDC was saying. Even I was beginning to question my sanity. But they never wrote it off. They doubled down on getting accurate information out there. And I can tell you as a member of the COVID brain trust – just how much crazy they sift through every day. They have my undying respect.
Mrs. IM Doc has been very concerned about me lately. I have aged years in just the past 18 months. This entire thing has taken a huge personal toll on me and indeed all of my colleagues. I now understand the mental and spiritual toll that questioning the dictates of authority can cause. I saw this in my attendings during the AIDS crisis – and now it is my turn. Their one overarching lesson – is to not stray from the truth – and when you are wrong immediately admit it.
As is happening all over the country, in my community, two primary care physicians have announced their very early retirements in just the past few weeks. Their thousands of patients will now have to be cared for. There is just simply not enough capacity anymore. I know from talking to others that similar issues are occurring everywhere. This problem has been building for years in my profession. It has taken a crisis to bring it to the fore. I am very concerned about our immediate future.
One thing is for certain – we are not going to hear the true extent of our culture’s problems in medicine from our media and its blind loyalty to Big Pharma, Big Hospital, and Big Insurance. It is going to take sites like Naked Capitalism to fill the gap – and I urge everyone to support this site in any way possible. If you can give, give generously, the Tip Jar tells you how.
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And speaking of commenters, my deepest gratitude for all the commenters who have put up with me and corrected me and told me when I am full of crap. The best commenters in the universe.
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St. John’s asks for supply donations during global shortage Buck Rail. This is admittedly in flyover and so both remote and not a favored customer, but IM Doc has CEO patients and reports:
My understanding is that we are about 2 months or so of completely running out [of aluminum]. A large part of this is the shipping issue in LA and Long Beach – but apparently, recycled aluminum has to be manufactured with some very cranky equipment breaking down a lot. And there are apparently now no parts. Nor are there wisened old technicians that know how to fix the machines. At least not enough of them….
I understand from my ortho colleaugues that they have had to keep any number of patients in the hospital because they are not safe to do PT at home. No crutches. No walkers. No aluminum anything. This has been going on for the past 2-3 weeks or so. Literally none. The hospital has crutches that it uses but at this point the supply is so low that they will not leave the building.
On this post:
McKinsey, the Force Multiplier for the Opioid Crisis, Goes All in With Anti-Public-Health Messaging on Covid
IM Doc is quoted (the full post may be of interest to readers but I'm not including it here):IM Doc added:
Having an infectious disease become endemic is not the same as having a sore throat as much as our media would like to portray it that way. If COVID follows form to the previous coronavirus pandemics that have become endemic, we have literally years to go before our immune systems collectively call a truce with it.
I do not see the vaccines making a huge dent in this – especially the way we have chosen to play that game. HIV is raging in Africa but not here in the developed world….Why? We just simply do not make our meds available cheaply to them….The CEOs need to make tens of millions for their yachts. Why do people think this would be any different with COVID vaccines or therapies? Alfred Schweitzer and Jonas Salk are long gone. Today, it is all about greed. And things are going to be worlds different between HIV and COVID. COVID is going to be infinitely more difficult to contain.
Our illustrius medical system #8
So again the hospital calls me about Covid testing… and I have to explain that I tested positive at their lab (September 10), by their technicians, and it was reported to their doctors. (I was vaccinated and had no symptoms) I have been admited to that hospital twice in the last 4 months, and will be admitted again on Wednesday. No wonder the medical system costs so much – if you pay someone to ask the same question, to which you have the answer, over, and over, and over again and again, which is of no use what so ever, its a big waste of money.
Let me explain this phenomenon at least partially –
This has all come from the advent of EMR and the documentation changes started about the same time as Obamacare.
You may not be aware of it – but your physician has to write a document in your chart even for the simplest visit that is basically a 1040 form and 8-10 pages long.
Yes, all of your data is already in their system. But it would require a human brain to go through all the previous notes and data arrays and pull it out and put it in the new note. It is so much easier for the patient to sit in the waiting room and do all that work for them. All of that data you are entering goes into the note from that day’s visit – and is critically important for the level of care and the reimbursement that your doctor’s non-profit corporation gets from that visit to fund the multimillion dollar salaries the MBA CEO on the golf course is getting.
It is a completely malevolent process. I despise it in every way. I fought this shit for years – and got nowhere.. This is a huge reason why I now make my home in Green Acres far far away from any kind of “non-profit” corporation.
I will repeat again – the EMR, evidence-based medicine, and corporate owned health care are the three things that have most destroyed my profession. All 3 are demons from hell. I would give anything to go back in time to when the nuns were running our hospitals. It was not perfect for sure – but at least patient care was a top priority.
Off covid-topic, but interesting:
Anecdotes from a very remote area – the end of the supply line – and where my family and I live – I guess we are going to feel it first because of the remoteness.
We do not eat out that much – but this was a holiday weekend – and so we ate out on both Friday and Saturday. Not many national chains here almost all local.
Friday night – a very nice upscale American cuisine type place. The first thing that gave me shivers because of a flashback to my 1970s youth was seeing the menus covered in little sticky papers so the prices could easily be changed between menu printings – talk about a flashback to the 1970s.
The waitress arrived – and went through a laundry list of items that were on the menu that were not currently available – like 20 things. Anything having to do with calamari, seafood, pork were the three I remember the most. We all got hamburgers – and that was that. No mayonnaise available – and each patron was given one pack of ketchup – no ketchup bottles available. The people at the next table ordered pizza – and we heard the waitress telling them cheese only – they cannot procure any of the processed meat like pepperoni at this time.
The next night we went to the local Mexican place. Chips were brought but no salsa and no queso. The dip brought with the chips was some kind of Mexican cole slaw. Lots of cabbage and not much else. Asked the waiter – where is the salsa? – we got 1 box of tomatoes instead of our usual 12. All tomatoes are being used for the entrees. No queso because we have no processed cheese. And they too had begun to use the sticky price approach on the menu.
Went to the grocery store on Sunday – again very minimal canned vegetables and fruits. Interesting that all the fresh varieties of the same seemed to be in abundance in the produce area….Are people hoarding the cans? Or are we having some kind of problem making or distributing cans? Who knows? The pharmacy area looked like it had been looted. OTC meds, shampoo and soap largely empty.
Our grocery always does a turkey promotion this time of the year – not this time. No free turkeys. And when you got to the turkey area where historically there would be freezers full – there were two. And I mean big ones – that only grandma would dare to cook.
This has been going on for weeks….I am starting to get a little alarmed. And so thankful the family and I spent our summer canning our garden stuff. Multiple 50 lb bags of flour and sugar and rice all stored safely and ready to go.
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British Medical Journal: “Researcher Blows the Whistle on Data Integrity Issues in Pfizer’s Vaccine Trial”
So far, no major US or UK press outlet has taken up an article at the British Medical Journal that calls the integrity of the Pfizer clinical trials for the Covid-19 vaccine into question. At a minimum, the results for 1 000 of the roughly 44,000 participants were compromised.
IM Doc, who was the first of several to send this link along, said it was also discussed at a conference yesterday. A participant told him a speaker said: “If true, this is terminally damning and none of the data of that trial can be believed.”
The BMJ substantiated the claims of a former regional director and trained clinical trial auditor Brook Jackson of Ventavia Research Group, which was running a portion of the Pfizer Covid-19 clinical trials in several sites in Texas. In the two weeks she was involved, she saw data falsification, unblinding, poorly trained vaccinators, negligence via not following up on some serious adverse events, and large scale failure to complete test on participants who reported Covid-type symptoms. Jackson first escalated internally, and when that got nowhere, reported to the FDA. She was fired the same day.
The BMJ published this list of half the concerns Jackson reported to the FDA:
Jackson received a follow-up call from the FDA but there was no indication the agency took action. In fact, 11 months later, when the Pfizer vaccine received full approval, the FDA had peculiarly not inspected the Ventavia research sites despite the company fully expecting an inspection and being in fear of it before Jackson filed her complaint. From the BMJ:
Allowing Pfizer to withhold data is simply outrageous. As IM Doc said by-mail:
We pointed out late last year that STAT, which is hardly an anti-drug company publication, had criticized the FDA for obvious and grotesque corners-cutting on its data validation when the Emergency Use Authorization was issued. STAT came down on the FDA because it assumed the FDA had not allowed enough time and had not assigned enough manpower to the task. Reading between the lines with the benefit of the new BMJ report, it instead appears the FDA let Pfizer provide very little data and the FDA tolerated that and hence didn’t have much of a data-scrubbing/testing task. From its Did the FDA understaff its review of the Pfizer/BioNTech vaccine?:
I find this section the most troubling:
477 missed test results out of 40,000ish participants may not sound like much until you recall the very small number of infections that served as the basis of Pfizer’s efficacy claims. From the New England Journal of Medicine paper on the Pfizer clinical trial:
I don’t see how anyone can believe the efficacy claims in light of the much larger number of possible Covid cases that Pfizer never bothered to diagnose.1
The BMJ report also warns that the unblinding that took place at the Ventavia sites could have been a large-scale problem:
As Lambert tartly observed: “If so, we don’t really have an RCT at all.”
As IM Doc summed up:
No one who has been paying attention should be surprised that vaccination rates have no correlation with Covid case levels. These vaccines were falsely sold as magic bullets for the pandemic. Politicians desperately wanted a solution. Medical professionals and investigators had long accepted Big Pharma giving them the mushroom treatment. So we have vaccines that do have utility in protecting individuals from the worst outcomes, but don’t do much good in preventing contagion.
And this mis-selling of what the vaccines do is of critical importance. GM has made this argument repeatedly:
Welcome to a world run for the benefit of Big Pharma.
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1 And remember, before you say, “Oh, Pfizer couldn’t have done anything nefarious,” we pointed out last December that the study was effectively unblinded to the participants and the study nurses who kept on top of reactions and were tasked with determining if someone who reported Covid-like symptoms needed to be tested. They could identify a fair number who’d gotten the vaccine by virtue of the high level that had bad reactions to the first and even more often to the second shot, the prototypical feeling really sick for 6 to 48 hours. As we wrote: